I am starting with a digression. I was listening to a book on consciousness, and the book pointed out that fake memories can be part of our consciousness. This an interesting point given my current thinking.
I was reflecting on how I need to spend less time isolated and a memory of my time doing hypnotherapy came up. This session either implanted a past life memory or had me fabricate a memory, but either way, it is part of my life now. If I remember correctly, I was told to find a life resembling this one. I remember it felt more Greeky. I was in some toga. I was teaching in a field. And then when I got old, I died alone. Even though there is part of me that fears dying alone, I also felt some pride in that life. I knew I made an impact.
However, I think I need to experience something different this time around. Why would I live a life I’ve already done? That’s not the point of being here. I need to push myself not to be so focused on the internal parts of me. I need to experience the external pieces.
Funny enough when I went back and looked at my old blog post: https://engineeringthesoul.com/i-visit-a-hypnotherapist-part-2-4/; I noticed that my spirit guide gave me advice for this life: He tells me I do not need to spend so much time on myself. Be ambitious and seek others out to grow and learn from one another.
No wonder why my recent lessons of learning from others feel so right.
